nice dinner..
asparagus with mushrooms in a garlic butter
duck breast with omlettey thing
pistachio creme brulee
and a suitable rant about my tax returns to finish
but apart from that.. was most pleasant.
i think i'm getting too old. there were drunks on the tube on the way back, well, not even drunk.. loud - and a group of girls being.. loud. i just wanted them all to be quiet.. shush people.. i'm trying to read my book.. still have that feeling that everyone would just go an leave me alone.. getting worse now - but i'm starting to wonder about all this 'self' crap. all the spirituality thing.. is it just that i need to release some anger? do i need to find something higher?
nah.. i just need to sleep for a while - the problem is i'm on edge at the moment with too many people relying on me - not even relying.. just wanting to be with me - and i'm turning around and being a cnut.
and on edge is no understatement.. i'm jumpy, emotional, feel unhealthy
i need to chill.. but ... can't yet :)
new security dood. again. bah
thinking about just going home actually.. should sleep and then work early tommorow.. but if i am going to abbies.. won't be able to. and didn't do much today :(
2 hours.. then home i think
1 nurofen down..
asparagus with mushrooms in a garlic butter
duck breast with omlettey thing
pistachio creme brulee
and a suitable rant about my tax returns to finish
but apart from that.. was most pleasant.
i think i'm getting too old. there were drunks on the tube on the way back, well, not even drunk.. loud - and a group of girls being.. loud. i just wanted them all to be quiet.. shush people.. i'm trying to read my book.. still have that feeling that everyone would just go an leave me alone.. getting worse now - but i'm starting to wonder about all this 'self' crap. all the spirituality thing.. is it just that i need to release some anger? do i need to find something higher?
nah.. i just need to sleep for a while - the problem is i'm on edge at the moment with too many people relying on me - not even relying.. just wanting to be with me - and i'm turning around and being a cnut.
and on edge is no understatement.. i'm jumpy, emotional, feel unhealthy
i need to chill.. but ... can't yet :)
new security dood. again. bah
thinking about just going home actually.. should sleep and then work early tommorow.. but if i am going to abbies.. won't be able to. and didn't do much today :(
2 hours.. then home i think
1 nurofen down..
